Friday, July 23, 2021
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For Scotty/My StepDad:
So I’ve been putting off saying goodbye because even when you were here with us, even though we didn’t talk for years, just knowing that you were here, on this planet, in this life with me, made my life a joy, and gave me comfort knowing that you were always there… knowing you made the best of a difficult life better than any of us possibly could have, that you loved with all your heart, made it easy for me to be apart from you because you where here, you were always within reach, it gave me peace to go through any troubles that came my way.
Having to admit that you are gone is something I want to put off forever and a day because it just doesn’t feel the same without your physical presence . I know they always say oh he’s in your heart, but it’s just not the same, that is a pain I have endured before and don’t look forward to it and didn’t want to add anymore.
The words just don’t come because there are no words that are good enough to Express how much of me was made by you, by your direction, your care, or how you love us, your sarcastic behavior, your smile, your smirk,and your straightforward talks.
In this physical world we only spent a few years together, and although it was not many as some people say, every one of those days gave me a lifetime of memories, wisdom and self-confidence I never had. I just wished this lifetime was going to be longer.
Not many people knew how much you meant to me, or how much I love you, or how much my life would never be the same without you. But I do, and I know you do too. So I’ll admit you’re gone from this lifetime, and I’ll stay strong because I know that’s what you want and I will find you on the other side. Until then, I will see you again Dad.
Love you with all my heart
Peto
